As I read more and more I am seeing that some of our problems are mine to deal with. I think of all the ways that I have sacrificed my dignity and myself to TRY to make him happy and it makes me a little sick. I guess I have more work to do and we will see if it makes any difference. I have been lately just dragging my feet waiting for him to act like he really wants to be here. Waiting for any morsel of love or affection! What the hell! I am 43 yrs old, I am an attractive successful woman. I am pretty strong in all other areas of my life. What makes me degrade myself for a man. I always liked to think of it as being loving and supportive, but more and more I think it's just ridiculous.
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