why is it that I can feel so confident in what I am feeling most of time, only to express my feelings to my h and become totally confused? I feel so sure of myself, only to come to think I am crazy! Then once I separate myself from him and reflect, I realize those were true feelings and I am being blamed, manipulated, and begin to feel guilty by his reaction to my feelings. All of which I know are not true!! Does anyone else feel this? Has anyone eventually gotten to the point where you aren't so fooled up front, in the moment and can let those feelings just sit there in confidence not allowing yourself to second guess yourself? I really need input here! I am totally struggling!!!
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