Okay. I overanalyze the world basically. this makes gives everything a hidden meaning. This means that something said to me will be broken down by vocal tone, facial expression, wording, hand gestures, and the context in which it was given. I more often than not will come away thinking that ten times more was meant than was actually meant. So, I hurt myself by involuntarily coming up with all of these scenarios. That "I love you" seemed a bit rushed and lacking in any emotion. That comment about my hair by my roommate seemed a bit sarcastic. These people could be tired, they could be in a hurry, a million things could cause both of the things That I have just stated and yet...I overanalyze them. I only hurt myself... I don't really need anyone else to do it.
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