I met my ex husband when I was 15, we latter married, had a great marriage. I knew (so did he) that I was attracted to other girls, but never acted. I met a girl at work who was gay, and we struck up a friendship. She had a horrible past, drugs, drinking, in and out of jail, abuseive relationships. After 2 years of head games, we slept together. 8 monthes latter she told my husband. He and I split, but remained really close. Her and I moved in together. It was ok, but she became abusive began drinking more and more, after she beat me really bad, I kicked her out. She began threatning me and showing up at my house unanounced. So I had her arrested. In this time husband and I tried to work things out, but it was to hard. My cheating, and he had a child while we were married. We remain close friends. I started dating Evan, things have been great. Now out of the blue Dana has been calling. She told me she is off meth, still drinking, but doing alot better. Still in and out of jail. She called tonight, left a message asking if we could get together and talk. She doesnt want a relationship, just to hear what went wrong with ours, maybe get some clouser(cant spell lol) I went with her to alot of AA classes in the past and I know this is something that is taught. So I want to be helpful, but part of me is scared, scared of being physically hurt. And scared of being sucked back into her games. What do I do???
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