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No matter how much I do, it's never enough -- for me.
It is so easy for me to look around and notice the things that I am NOT getting right, and so easy to overlook all of the important things that I am getting right, and doing really well.
Not sure just saying this here is enough to change this dynamic.
Because of this - when people comment on how I do some things well, it's like I have this inner voice that says "yeah, but if you knew how I am messing up over there and over here, you wouldn't think I am so great".
Why do I have to be all or nothing? Good or bad? Perfect or horrible?
I have moments of peace here and there - during prayer, or meditation... but it always comes washing back over me. It feels relentless.
It is so easy for me to look around and notice the things that I am NOT getting right, and so easy to overlook all of the important things that I am getting right, and doing really well.
Not sure just saying this here is enough to change this dynamic.
Because of this - when people comment on how I do some things well, it's like I have this inner voice that says "yeah, but if you knew how I am messing up over there and over here, you wouldn't think I am so great".
Why do I have to be all or nothing? Good or bad? Perfect or horrible?
I have moments of peace here and there - during prayer, or meditation... but it always comes washing back over me. It feels relentless.
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
i don't yet have my answers...
WHo is judging you but yourself...
I think if you read your own posting... you might let up a little.
God Bless
why are we never perfect?!?!?!
alright...i am going to suggest something to you... walk around tomorrow with one shoe untied... and do not tie it all day.
this is what we call "practice"...
I have gotten a lot better at letting things slide. There are many things now that don't even hit my radar that would have stressed me out before.
But I guess what saddens me is the FEELING inside... the guilt, the feeling like I am a bad person or something.
It's like I am doing so better in practice Externally in so many ways, but what remains in tact is the Inner Judge, Jury, and Executioner.
Of course, I get stuck in a vicious circle too when I think - why am I trying to be perfect by trying to feel 100% OK with being imperfect.
My life feels like a Chinese finger puzzle and I am pulling and pulling with both hands and of course, this does not work.
My MIND knows this. Some part of me INSIDE isn't going with the program.
Maybe I need to reflect on that part of me - maybe I am protecting / hiding / deflecting something.
Or just over-analyzing :)