Hi All: Well it's been a roller coaster week - first the good news - the surgeon got all the spindle cells and I don't need any further treatment. The bad news: my daughter asked me Monday night if I had told her sister, back when she almost died form an overdose in May, about her selling her platinum wedding band to support her habit - I could have lied but I answered her honestly and said yes - she then sent me a one line email saying she didn't see where it was my right to share "Her confidence" - which was basically - "Buy me another ring, so my husband won't know" - I didn't respond to that email, not wanting to start a long back and fourth argument with her, and I haven't heard from her since - she usually brings me my grandson on Sunday and I mind him while she works Monday, then I return him to her - I have emailed to ask "What time are you dropping the baby off?" and have received no reply - I assume she has her husband's Mother coming to mind him - I have been waking with screaming nightmares for the past few nights and my stomach is sick - I could deal with her not speaking to me, but keeping my grandson away is killing me. He is my only grandson and I have had him for so many sleepovers, it will kill me if she continues this way. I feel like crying all the time....so please pray for me and for her. Thanks!
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