Hello. I just joined today and I am in need of some help. My boyfriend of two years just got back from rehab 20 days ago. He is a crack addict. We decided that we were going to give eachother space to focus on our own recoveries (mine: codependency). Lately, I have been feeling so rejected by him. By his comments and actions. He told me last night that he is not in love with me anymore. He is in a band and playing this Friday but hasn't even invited me to go yet he wants to do something with me on Saturday. I believe it is an un-wise decision for him to be going back to the "partying" scence so early in his recovery. He has cheated on me. I have no trust in him between the drug use, cheating, lying, etc. I don't have any self-esteem when it comes to our relationship and I think I need to end it but the thought of doing that puts me in total panic mode. I don't know what to do. I feel like I can't live like this anymore but I also feel like I can't live without him. Please help. This consumes me 24/7. We work together so I know it would be super difficult for me but it already is! Am I so insecure that I would stay with someone knowing that they aren't in love with me?
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