Iam 38 almost 39 years old, and I can say I never have been in a healthy relationship. I was married at 18 and stayed married to an abusive man for 16 years when I finally left him , I was with a old flame for a one night stand kinda thing he was in a relationship but I didnt seem to care I needed him to want me. Then I got involved with a man who was an addict and alocholic but I thought I could change him well fast forward 3 years he hits rock botom goes to rehab comes home but then leaves in 2 weeks due to the fact I cant forgive and forget. I 've started to see a therapist and he tells me Iam a sex and love addict. I never heard of such a thing. Sex addict yes but love ???? It hazs been almost 3 weeks since Ive been with anyone and I feel so alone. I hate being alone, it sucks. Whats wrong with me?????
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