so my dad has really not been there for me or my brother and sister. he is an addict and i really got to meet him when i was 15. i used him for money and a place to do what i wanted to do becuz i knew he couldnt tell me anything becuz who was he? so during that time he would call me a hoe, he said it in a playing way but he hurt me so bad. becuz at that time i wanted every guy i seen and i wanted more then one. so what im getting to is, me and my brother and sister have had to contact him becuz he wont contact us. so recently agine i contacted him. well turns out that he is really sick. so i would call him once and awhile to check on him. well one time i called and his wife told me, you know he didnt want to take your call he wanted me to tell you he wasnt here. now why would she tell me that? even if it were the truth dont you care about how that would make me feel? then today she called me becuz of a fight her and my mom got into and i told her look i justed contacted my dad out of concern not for this drama between you and my mom. then she tells me i been telling your dad for along time to have a relationship with you guys but he wont. now im starting to rethink all this trying to be nice to my dad stuff. if he doesnt want a relationship with me i dnt want to force him. he has really never attempted to stay in contact with me or my brother or sister so why should i track him down. i just think i need to not talk to him ever. he has always allowed his wife to say whatever he wanted and i know for a fact that he will choose her agine over us no matter what. im just starting to see he really doesnt care about us. its hard to give up that idea that maybe he really does love us but reality and the past and the present say something totally different. i really feel like kicking this womens a** because of all the mean things she has said, i feel like she does it on purpose to keep me out of my dads life.
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