i feel as though i went to a funeral and i am the only mourner. does anybody else feel like this? my counsler suggested that i have a burial for my old lost relationship,the part of my relationship before husband started crack. well i did that the other night. it helped but i feel as though i went through a funeral by myself. its not like after a funeral where other people attended and you can comfort one another.it is like you are walking all alone and nobody understands. you don't know who to talk to because there is no one out there feeling the way you do.if anyone is or has gone through this please let me know how you got through it.i know in recovering from codependency we are feeling things now.boy am i feeling everything.i know im at a critical point in my recovery,but in a way it is driving me crazy.any advice would be great.God bless everyone
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