Wow! How tricky decisions can be - when I can make a decision!! I used to look at motives to keep me out of the codependency \"triangle\". I don\'t like to play games. Yesterday I had to make decisions and look at motives again. Do I \"hang out and go to a meeting\"? Before it was out of clingyness and a \"need\" to be with my guy. Last night my desire to NOT go was to rebel because he actually invited me along (what I\'ve always wanted)... oops - sabotage? I went along for the right motive and am glad I did cuz I heard things I needed to hear - and rebelling would\'ve been the wrong motive! Also last night, he doesn\'t want some gifts so my initial reaction was to return them today when we could be spending time together... rebellion again. Wrong motive. I decided to run errands and to return them anyway. The motive changed though and I\'m doing it because I want to get the errands done. We\'ll have time to spend together later. How do you all deal with decisions and motives? Would love input.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...