I left my codependent relationship, haven't seen him since Aug. I still see his face every waking hour, unless I'm inebriated. I still love him just as much today as I did when we were together. I miss him so much. I was using DS, work, dating, exercise, etc, to fill the void but it's not doing it for me any more. I don't want to be an anti-inspiration I hear it's the right thing to do to leave your abuser but then WHAT; I miss him and it's not getting any better as time goes by. What do you do to fill the void?
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