I was left by my G/F while on vacation several months ago. We were totally in love and all of a sudden she left me over a little argument. I was totally shocked and went into deep depression. We were talking for a few weeks and then she said I was too much drama. I was there for her a few months before when she was going through a rough time and she just wanted to stop contact with me when I started to get depressed. Over the last few months I've let my life go to crap. Not taking care of myself and finally checking into a therapy group. I just found out that I am very codependent and it is good to know but I am still obsessed with trying to contact her. I've sent her more emails that I can count and she stopped replying to any. It just is very painful knowing that we were soo much in love and she just quit all when things got down. I can't function through out the day. I think of here all day long!! I am on anti-depressants and taking xanax. Letting go is harder than I thought. I feel as if I would have not gotten depressed there might have been a chance. I know I need to let go but I keep holding onto that little thread of hope that we could still talk. It's just harder than I ever thought!!!!
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