My mind continues to tell me to just let go. My heart continues you to have hope that he will wake up in the morning and think I miss my family and he will come home. I don't want to allow him to come back to me if something goes wrong with his new situation. I know that would degrading myself. Because he lies so much, that I'm sure he will tell me that he decided he wants me and not her, only for me to find out later that she got rid of him. I just don't know what to do. My heart is to torn. Im an emotional wreck right now. I just want to know how to let go. What kind of things can I do to help me to let this relationship go. I took one step today. I didn't call. But my heart is pleading with me to call him just to hear his voice and him tell me he loves me.
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