My husband has drunk every day for the last 26 years...I think it is starting to take its toll in many ways ...my daughter is a binge drinker she is 22 she thinks her dad is wonderful cos they can drink and have alaugh together..my son is smoking dope ...he knows that his dad does so he thinks that his dad is great...I don't drink or smoke and so am not much of a good time girl...they think i am boring and all of them think i should lighten up...i just see them all destroying themselves...I left my husband for a year but am back home ..the same problems are here the drinking the mood swings the flashes of anger the blame...its all my fault of course ...I am 54 and have put a lot into my family and my home ...I find it hard to think about leaving again ...I don't know what to do ?
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