After I left my husband, I got with a guy and we had what would be my second child. He was great to my first one, and I admired that, his sense of humor, artistic ways, love for people, and nature... but he tried to control me, and wanted to know my every thought. It drove me crazy, things got rocky and we grew resentments... we split up and have been working on things (whatever that is) for a year now. We fight more than any couple I know, he always accuses me of doing things im not, and telling me how I feel. He says hes perfect and pretty much turns anything around I try and talk to him about onto me and it becomes a waterfall of tears for me. My husband was my only healthy relationship and weve been split up 3 years now. I still love my husband... but hes off doing his own life living with a bunch of buddies and partying all the time. hes such a great person too. But I keep sticking around for the control freak. Every decision I make depends on how I think he'll react. I feel like its normal but people say I shouldnt care. Im afraid if I dont stick around for him to boss around he'll steal our son or something crazy... I dont know what to do.. I know I need to get away and I dont know how.. Im addicted to chaos. :(
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