Hey, I know better. I'm not living in laalaa land, but I want my marriage. I want my family to be together. I love this guy with all my heart. A part of me is willing to let go b/c of the pain I'm in by being w/him, but I REALLY don't want to go. I'm not afraid of being alone but I am unhappy to think of how my life and my childs lives will change. I'm really depressed right now and finding it hard to see that things can get better.
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