Sunday was my day off. Emotional day for me. Started out watching "Intervention's" which made me cry then I just got all crazy about my current co~dependent relationship..told him I am done..!! Crying and yelling at him at the same time said I couldn't do this anymore yet here I am letting him get to me...Why can't I be strong and just let him GO...ooooooooooohhhh, I hate this..Sometimes I feel strong, for the most part I'm not, it's like I'm addicted to chaos like he is..!!!
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