My ex finally decided it is time for him to go back to Michigan. I have been reading your posts about narcassistic people, and here's a quote I copied from one of you, sorry I don't remember who "Narcissism is a personality disorder where the person always feels it's "all about them"." He is STILL thinking ONLY about HIS feelings, his thoughts, his losses, his pain. My daughter is losing it, I lost it already, and still he stabs at me because he feels hurt. I tried to get him to understand that when he had us, he didn't want us enough to take care of us. Now all of a sudden, he wants us to come over for 1 last night "as a family". I am sorry, but I can't do it, I think it is just prolonging the pain for everyone, especially our daughter. He also doesn't understand that my family is sick to death of seeing me cry over that man, and they don't think it's a good idea for me to be hanging out with him, last day or not! And I agree!! But to him, I am letting them make my decisions like I am a child. I can't get it thru his head that they aren't THEIR decisions, and that I can't take the pressure and guilt 1 more day. Then I hear "Me, I, Me, I, Me." Regardless of all of it, it still hurts because the man I have loved for 19 years will be out of my life, probably forever, tomorrow. It still hurts.
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