When I make him angry, often my husband will just not acknowledge me. For some reason, this makes me feel like I'm going to die. I know that I have a serious problem because him pretending that I am not there, while still acknowledging his daughter and speaking openly with her really hurts. It hurts to the point where I think suicidal thoughts. I am sure that I would NEVER act on those thoughts, which actually makes me feel even worse because I think, "I am trapped and I will never do anything about it." I don't know why it should matter that he is pretending that I am not here. I should be happy, at least he is not yelling which is what he usually does when I make him mad. By the way I make him mad at least 3 times a day.
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