I am not an outrigt needy person but I internally crave so much attention, especially from men. I am ashamed to admit that most of my sexual encounters were for wanting to somehow "hook" a guy into liking me and wanting a relationship with me. I try to deal with my own problems, but when I'm in a relationship I pretty much depend on the boyfriend to make me happy. This last one I am still holding onto, bc I feel like most guys wouldn't be able to deal with my issues but if he was willing to put up with it for so long then I feel we could make it work. THe problem is that every day I think about him and hope he texts or calls etc. I have physically kept my cool but I really get depressed when I don't hear from him etc. Would you consider this codependency? Another thing is I have a life, I work, exercise, have hobbies, etc., but I cannot seem to stop thinking about him. What have you guys tried that worked? THanks
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