My husband keeps telling me that he is trying so hard and that my wanted a divorce means that I did not take our vows of for better or worse seriously. He says he is trying and yet our last visit together ended up in a fight because he didnt like what i was wearing but since I have limited our interaction with eachother to nothing, we havent fought. Am i a bad person because I told him I take marriage vows very seriously but that I did not promise god to be in a relationship like this? Am I giving up too soon? I dont know. I think that our history is a good indication of our future in the sense that nothing has changed so will it ever. He cant even admit that he has a problem. He insists on pointing the finger at me. That just makes me want to be even more distant (if that is possible) and angry. Very angry! And very CONFUSED. I love my husband but I dont know if that is enough anymore.
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