I don't even know if I'm codependent, but it feels like it whenever I'm in a relationship I get clingy and feel the need to be around them 24/7, taking care of them or even just to feel happy. I like to feel needed, and if feeling desired adds into it, then that's fine too. But every time I'm in a serious thing with someone, I have a hard time giving them space... like with Steven (just read my posts in the Healthy Relationships group) I smother him so much he gets angry with me, but he sort of understands concidering I did just lose my father to cancer, and he wants to be there as a friend, but he himself is not ready for a committed relationship like I feel ready for... it's so complicated. Am I codependent, or is it just my OCD kicking in with every guy I date? Just wondering...
Posts You May Be Interested In
I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??