I met a guy on line and we have been talking for about 5 months... mostly for hours on end!! He is coming to Texas from Chicago!! I have seen pics of him and he has seen pics of me and 1 time we talked while I was on the web cam. I have so many fears and insecurity, low self esteem, and this is after taking a year of not dating and trying to work on me and my codependency. He will be here the 29th!! and the closer to that date the more fear sets in!! I want to run screaming!! I have a fear of rejection, don't know if I could go through that again!! We have discussed that we like each other but we are just friends and what ever happens from there only god knows. I just hope that this is not going to be another learning experience of what not to do!! YIKES!!!
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