I guess that is a stranage subject line, after all isn't that was co-dependency is? Well what happens when a co-dependent person has no one depending on her? I feel useless. I feel like wallpaper...I just fade into the background. Does anyone even notice me anymore? Is it weren't for my tattoos, I don't think anyone would even know I was there. Living in a small rural town in the biblebelt...people notice me because I have a few visible tattoos..and I am probably one of the very few brunettes in this town that has a bit of color. I am so anxious lately, it's a feeling I can't describe. I have no family and I don't know a soul in this town. I don't work - don't particularly want to. The town is too small to voulnteer anywhere. I have a desperate need to matter to someone...anyone! Before I disappear...
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