Doing the same thing over and over again expecting a different result!! Knowing everything I know about codependency and still gravitateing to the outlaw as opposed to the good guy!!!, But I have to admit that going for the outlaw feels comfortable to me, at least I know what to expect, rejection, despair and heart ache (that is normal in my world). Going for the good guy is SCARY because it would be a change, don't know what to expect, don't like change, it goes against my grain, it's like rubbing velvet the wrong way, it's just not natural to me INSANITY!!
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