Well today I went home a diffrent way by mistake but anyway thats the way I ended up. And wouldnt you know it I saw him on his bike Iam not sure if he saw me. Like it matters anyway. I wanted to beep,yell anything but I couldnt. I just got a nervous stomache and went into a deep sadness. I do miss him, my therapist saw me last night and said he is like my drug and I am craving his love to feed my addiction, but I do love him . I dont know Iam so confused,sad and lonley plus angry! My therapist says I need to be "clean " for about a year to heal myself then maybe a healthy relationship will happen, how do you do that I love attention, men wanting me and sex! How can/do I give all that up especially if he comes back(doubt it) Advise please!!I am addicted to the game of the chase once I catch you I am not intrested in you anymore except with him I cant lose the feeling of needing him.
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