After being with a chronic alcoholic for 3 years,i lost myself along the way. i have nothing to do with him anymore. The way he drank i gradually let myself believe, mabey im not an alcoholic atall. I had full acceptance about being an alcoholic , things were so bad with him i somehow put all the focus on him. I babysat him for that lenght of time,never thinking about me.I can honestly say it was sheer hell. I feel used and just do not know who or what i am anymore.How could i allow this to happen to me. i feel so hurt
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