I know I am codependent and recently my boyfriend broke up with me because I just drove him crazy and said somethings I wish I never said. I was so fearful that I would lose him I ended up losing him anyway because I more or less chased after him. I loved him so much I ended up pushing him away with my Codependency. I don't know how to change this horrible tendency I've always been so dependent on others. I haven't been strong enough as a person to stand on my own I always feel I need a man in my life to survive and this is not good. Why can't I love myself for who I am? How do I get past all my insecurities about myself? My self-esteem is so poor about myself my sister said I am willing to accept any loser who comes along even though I know he is bad for me. I have gone from one abusive relationship to another because I settle for someone who doesn't treat me right and abuses me. How can I find more love for myself so I can get in a healthy relationship?
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