I am hurt that this person Ive been in love with for 8yrs, is not who he use to be anymore. I am having trouble dealing with his sick addiction to a drug that we both have been trying to heal from. I myself know how and why this drug is something I will never return to becuz of its destruction to everthing good in my life. How can he choose this way of life? Why cant he see my recovery and want the same for hiself? Worst part about it is the way he had me convinced he was getting better, only to have surprised him one day and discovered just how bad his addiction to this drug really is. I feel that he will never get any better and theres not a damn thing I can do for him. How do you give up on someone you love?
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