i just got out of an abusive relationship. i have lost most of my friends because of it. i have no one here. family, which i only talk to on the phone, because they are in another state. people at work. and that is it. i hate being alone all weekend long. i hate it that this is the only place i can come to have human interaction. although, in the other group, i have been picked on and assaulted because of one post, so i don't even want to go there anymore. i am lonely. i am depressed. i want to go curl up in a ball and cry.
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