I just joined like 5 minutes ago and I need help! I have been working on my codependency for about a year and I was doing really great. I felt great about me! The way I did this was to cut off all contact with my ex which was not easy because we have a son. I thought I was doing good enough to talk to him again ( he is in jail)boy was I wrong...I allowed him to pull me right back in and now I know I cannot talk to him again. I have to treat him like I treat alcohol and drugs,I can't even touch them...not just one line not just one drink! I feel better after joining already and it has now been 1 week since the last time I spoke with him. I am still dealing with the guilt. For what I don't know...why do I feel like I owe this guy something??? I KNOW i don't! He has done some really rotten things to me like try to put me prison(for molesting a child..I DIDN'T) and of course God took care of that one and other things like try to get my son taken from me by putting drugs in my coffee when I had to take drug tests..anyway, I'm not bitter anymore but guilty which I think is harder to deal with...help!
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