Laura and I have started to see each other again. I have not started it up-she did!! She still wants to go very slow because she is scared that we will end up in that "coda" place I ruined so much with. She said she couldnt ever tell me she didnt love me anymore or I dont ever want to see you because she didnt feel that way! She and I had a great day yesterday talking and walking thru the mall. I started to be disappointed about this weekend because she said it was booked with her sister-in-law flying in and sports w/her kids. I wanted to see her as I didnt have my son. She said that is what upsets me-you wanting more than I can give. So she wants to ease back into it. But how can I reassure her, I know my errors before and it wont be the same, if she doesnt want me to be around her kids or with me when she is enjoying the kids and family???
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