I've loved him whole heartedly and unconditionally for 6 years, I'm only 22. He was my best friend and the only person I feel comfortable with. I'm also 7 months pregnant with our daughter. I am alone. I gave everything I had to this man I took care of him, cooked , cleaned, emotionally support him. I am so angry at him for what he's done. He said he wanted us to have family, he said he loved me. I waited for 4 months for him to come back to alabama from Florida. I stupidly believed that he was going to give me all these things. When he came home in Febuary I found out about "her" the girl he had been living with and having a relationship with while I was 500 miles away pregnant being as loyal and lonely as humanly possible. I have been absolutely devistated, but I am tired of crying and wondering what is wrong with me. I want to "let go" of all the ugliness that has accumulated inside of me as a result of this clearly poisonous relationship and friendship. I've never been one to forgive for anything so I need some help I don't know how and I want to figure it out...how do you forgive someone for not only abandoning you but your child as well?? Is it even possible, really?
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