My b/f lives next door and I told him I could not let him walk all over me anymore and that I would have to let him go. The next day his ex came over to take care of him (his back is injured) and I got that cold tingling feeling in my limbs. When I heard her leave, I went over there crying and didn't even think about my decision the day before. I felt desperate and angry and I just wanted him to hold me. So he did, but he is still seeing her. I have let all of my friends slip away. How do I stay away when he is so close and I am so upset?
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