I must be truely feeling the lows of the lows.. I am sitting here at my desk catching myself staring at this guy across the shop. He not all that great looking, but I can already fantasie a relationship with him like I know the man, even desire to make that relationship real.. Why are emotion affairs so easie to fall in, realistic I know this cannot happen, I am married to a good man and have a child. I am having so much trouble controling these thoughts.
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