Have you ever made your life someone elses? i did and im living it right now. I gave up alot of my life 4 years ago when i started dating my boyfriend and now he is all i have. Our relationship has been messed up from the begining. He has lost his license 2 times since we meet one of those being a DWI where he blew twice over the legal limit & lost it for a year straight. He finally just got it back & 3 weeks ago got tboned by a school bus & was in the icu but is now at home. His insurance company is paying for the days of work hes going to miss and now the doctor says he will be out of work till October. And knowing him like i do i know that hes going to sit on his butt for as long as he can and im going to have to support him. I have a hard time telling him how i feel because he gets mad. But im 25 & hes going to be 27 this year i want us to have our own place someday & have kids but it seems like hes never going to be at that place. But at the same time i love him & in the end i am affraid to death to be zlone. How do i get out of his hell?
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