Hi, I just signed up for this site today. I think I might be Co-dependent, let me know what you think. I think I just found out that I am today.... A lady that I babysat for, for 5 months just quit on me on Friday. I did not like her due to her being negative to me and never really nice and thankful to me. I did not even like being around her. Now I feel sad that she is gone but she was never thankful to me but like now in someways I miss them all, that is weird to feel that way because I never liked her, but now that she is gone, it is like I know I will not see them again and it makes me sad, for the weekend it made me sad too. I get sad if people that I really do not like do not accept/aknowledge me as a good person or they do not care about me. I have not talked to my mom in over 1 yr and 2 months, she has never been real loving to me, she usually only thinks about how much money she can save or make or how much she can take advantage of people, even her own family mostly. It hurts me alot that I do not talk to my mom, even though she has never been real nice, it hurts to feel unloved by her. I found out last year that my dad has Bi-Polar and that explains all the mood swings he had all his life. He would tell me he loved me, but we were not close due to him being in his own world trying to help himself and getting nowhere since he does not take medication and my mom does not help him with that due to her being so tight with money and not real loving and caring for our family. So do you think I have co-dependency or something else or maybe something added? Also any advice will be nice too.
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