Knowing that I am codependent, and finally wanting to heal from this crazy hurtful life is why I am here. Now, is it normal for us codependent people to want friends, pretend to have friends, but never really get close to anyone. this has been the loneliest life I know, and I am sure I want friends, but I guess that I don't know how to be a friend. always being someone else, never knowing who I really am or even want to be. I'll stop rambling now. Any suggestions for me?
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