I had a boyfreind when I was 12.He was the boy next door.two weeks ago I joined for a three day free trial,reunions.com.I thought well,there is only one person on the planet that I would search for and that is Gary.I found him.His family had moved away to mississppi when he was my boyfreind.WE did not break up ,we still had a major liking for each other.He was my first french kiss.Anyway he is now living in my state,about 2 hours from me.He is divorced,has the same number of children I have,he has a son same age as mine,living with him,and two older daugthers ,he is a grandfather and his younger daughter is pregnant as is my younger daughter.I am going to be a grand ma at 44.Gary is 45.we both smoke and that is a big deal these days.We just seem to have a lot in common.I have missed him so long,and always thought of him.I really feel it is a miracle that I found him.Do I sound despirate or weird?We talked on instant messenger last saturday night for two hours.That is the last I heard back from him.Is something wrong with me for letting this make me wonder if I said anything to put him off?I want to know if I sound scarey to a man ,my old boyfreind ,who seemed just as excited as me last week,even at the end he said he would be on in the morning and he never has been back on at all.What do think?He did say he was training drivers for his work this week and would be busy.I don't think he has been on his computer,maybe he is worn out,for real.Tell me what is your opinion of this situation,and what should I do?Just forget him ?I don't see that happing.I'm disapointed
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