I have had low self-esteem all of my life..I suffer depression and a chronic back injury..I've been with my bf for almost 5 years..His family took me in when i was in the hospital and my mom didn't want me living with her...He's helped me alot and we are domestic partners so I'm on his medical insurance...I'm on disability because of my back...we have been fighting alot and after i had and epideral done in my back we got into an arguement..i was lying down and i looked the other way when he grabbed me and shook me hard...I told him to stop and i was crying and hurting me...he's blocked me in the past from leaving when i want to cool down..it's escalating..he makes excuses, yet he says he'll go to counseling with me..I told my family and they won't take me in...I feel torn because i love him and maybe therapy will work and i'm dependent on him....i need advice...i'm falling apart!!
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