When I was 8, I was collecting sand dollars by the ocean. I must have waded in deeper than I thought because suddenly a huge wave came and knocked me over and I was swirling upside down in the water. When I could stand up, I remember feeling scared and stunned. A lot like I feel right now. I've recently bottomed out (or hope I have) on codependent relationships with exciting but alcoholic people. I've done a lot of recovery from childhood abuse and in other areas, but I don't know a healthy way to have intimate relationships yet....has anyone else felt this way?
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