I am addicted to pain meds and Xanax AND sleep. My husband is addicted to meth. I have tried to "convince" him that he needs sleep and to come to bed, and to kick out our company, that is every night. I stay in the bedroom watching tv or online, bad vibing everyone to leave. My husband said he will leave if I don't go with the flow. So I tried staying up with the crowd in my own kitchen, socializing, then I started to tell him to take a break and take care of himself and sleep, instead of taking care of everyone else but me. I had to leave the room and go to bed, take some pills and go to sleep. I do that all the time. I take xanax and oxycodone, muscle relaxers and sleeping pills all at once just to go into a coma for 18 hours to escape life. I get tired of keeping up with meth addicts. I would rather take my pills and go to sleep. Sometimes I have taken ALL my meds at once, ending up od'ed in the hospital. It has happened about 8 times now. I can't keep up with my husband's addictions. I have my own. I sleep and he stays awake. It's not working. I hope to hear a reply to this. I am going to bed now. It's after midnight and we have company. I left the company in a rage after my husband told me to shut up and go with the flow. All I wanted was for everyone to go home and for him to come lay down for the night. He stays awake for days. I turn to my pills and sleep. I'm lonely and need someone to talk to.
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