Hi all, I think these two are inter-twined. I have a controlling 82 yr old mother who is a narcissist. I became codependent at an early age because she smothered me. She needed to control & I thought I needed her. NOW I am a adult (finally) and my eyes have opened WIDE to see the insanity. You don't know how many times "I tried" on my own to get free. Only to be pulled back in like on a bungie cord. I can now be FREE. I am reading all I can to help me build my self esteem way up.
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
I have my maxed amount of epidural shots of my cervical DDD....(and no one cares about my lumbar DDD)..... I've done physical therapy, muscle relaxers, Amitriptyline, Nortryptiline, desipramine.....narcotics... So I decided to go to a spine specialist and they have me on Gabapentin. Its been two weeks and it did nothing for my lumbar ever... but it did seem to help my cervical and arm/hand pain...