how can you get stronger in your own physical being without hurting the ones that you love? i dont like to say anything because it just leads to an argument. i have a lot to do in a days time and i just pretty much take it all in stride when some tells me to do something. i am raising my sons little boy. my sons gf is a alcoholic and bi-polar who wont take her meds. she has lived there 14 years now. i take to to detox and she is drinking again as soon as she gets out. i cannot say anything because everyone thinks i am out to cause trouble then. she is also a felon for child abuse of her other child, not my grandchild. so i am terrified when my grandson is over there, but again i do not say anything. i am also raising my mentally handicapped daughter that needs total care. i have a sister that wont talk to me, does not want a relationship with me, i have a 92 year old father in the nursing home with alzheimers with failing health every day. i have another daughter getting her second divorce at 36 and only calls when she needs something or wants money. i look for the blessings in my life every day, but cannot find them. i have not been in the best health so that is not a blessing either. i really need support, i need help. i need someone to help me find a life where i can get up and say, oh my God its good to be alive again today!! the pressures i endure everyday are becoming to much for me. i now have depression and anxiety attacks from all this stress. i want to feel good, be proud of my family and my accomplishments, i dont want to sit here and wait for another crisis that is always just around the corner. sorry this is so long, hope someone reads this and can help me. thank you, judy
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