who feels this way? I'm afraid to call my friend that I met on the internet because I'm afraid he will get mad at me, nothing HE has done, my ex would get so angry and say I was always up his a$$. I don't want to call my friend too much because he will think I'm needy, but when I call him, he seems happy (wow what a concept) He went to a concert tonight and he did something that just blew my mind!! He called me during intermission!!! He is at a concert surrounded by beautiful ladies and he called me!! I'm baffled! The fact that he is coming to Texas from Chicago to see me! I don't know what to say or even how to react, afraid to care in fear of being hurt but how can I not care? and why is it so hard for me to believe that someone can truly care about me. In the back of my mind I'm thinking.. He has an alterior motive or he wants something! Does this mean that I'm sick and not ready for a relationship?
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