i have been so good, i've not called or emailed my bf this week, actually spent alot of time here and kept my thots on me an my mental health. well i have dinner with his mom fri nite, and she tells me how he's asking about me, worried about me. the last 3 months we attempted to remain friends he's treated me terribly, so i told him a few weeks ago this isnt working i need to move on. hiding me from his kids, getting together once a week, i figured he's hiding me from either his coke addiction or his involvement with someone else or both, and i've had enuf. but i'm so angry he's doing that to his mom, she in her heart wanted so badly for him to get his act together and for us to be together, it's not happening. i told her i was surprised he has shown no interest whatsoever, she tells me i'm sure he's sincere, he's also fooled her for yrs with his drug addicition. he's playing a game with her and me. I know i need to break all ties, with his family, with him. easier said then done. do i contact him, put him on the carpet tell him to stop doing that to her and to me. or do i just ignore and fume by myself. I really would like to know why he's doing that.
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