I don't know I need an outsider's view. I LOVE my boyfriend, and all I want to do is make him happy. He's ended things a few times but I simply cannot carry on without him. I do everything in my power to get him back. I even said he could sleep around- this sounds so ridiculous to outsider's and the thought of it KILLS me but I need him to be happy. People say I don't need him, I can survive without him, but I'm depressed. I almost had an abortion for him but had to draw the line, and even now I feel guilty for not doing that for him, I don't regret keeping my baby at all, I love my baby a lot, but I just have to make sure my boyfriend stays with me. I don't know what I'll do if he ends it again, I honestly just want to die without him. I do everything he asks, and I'm obssessed with him. Is this co-dependancy? I don't know but I need help I'm going insane
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