I'm so damned mad!!! Hubby Dearest has let my cell phone go unpaid and get disconnected--he has a link phone now. This is my connection with my sponsor, she has cingular too. He just refused to give me a straight answer about buying me some cigarettes. I asked again if I could have a straight answer. He said, "WE'LL SEE." again. CONTROL FREAK CREEP His mother still thinks I'm her free nurse and taxi too. I want so much to confront her about the lie she told Johnny--the reason I drank--she whispered a lie about me to him while she thought I was asleep on the sofa beside her chair.......and then lied about what she whispered to him when I got up storming. I WANT TO DRINK--BUT ABSOLUTELY REFUSE TO GIVE THEM THE PLEASURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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