I'm so damned mad!!! Hubby Dearest has let my cell phone go unpaid and get disconnected--he has a link phone now. This is my connection with my sponsor, she has cingular too. He just refused to give me a straight answer about buying me some cigarettes. I asked again if I could have a straight answer. He said, "WE'LL SEE." again. CONTROL FREAK CREEP His mother still thinks I'm her free nurse and taxi too. I want so much to confront her about the lie she told Johnny--the reason I drank--she whispered a lie about me to him while she thought I was asleep on the sofa beside her chair.......and then lied about what she whispered to him when I got up storming. I WANT TO DRINK--BUT ABSOLUTELY REFUSE TO GIVE THEM THE PLEASURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Posts You May Be Interested In
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...
theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??