my ex got a dui tonight and is telling his daughter that he is going to kill himself. his daughter called my daughter and told her this. so my daughter calls me and tells me all about it. his daughter is suppost to go to the current river in the am and she is scared for him. i am suppost to go to st louis with a friend tomorrow and feel very unsettled and what a mess. i want to enjoy myself tomorrow and not let this hamper my visit with an old friend. i do not want him back and all of his problems and the new added dui. i dont love him and cant go back into that miserable situation with him. told my daughter tonight that it is about me and my happiness and that i am not happy with him and cant go back. his daughter is someone that i think alot about, but cant do what i dont want to do to makde it easiler for her either. trying to keep this mind frame. now i will be pressured to sell the house so that i can give him his part so he can pay for his dui. damn it this pisses me off. should i take a laon out to pay him offor what? want out of this house. had enough. plan is to enjoy tomorrow and then deal with it this week. but i have a 2 dogs that need taken care of and so much to do here. but will get charged for the motel anyway=200 dollars. going to call my sister tomorrow and make sure that she will take care of them. but not sure that i can trust her to do it and make sure they are ok. i will worry and if i tell her she does not have to take of them she will think i dont trust her and be upset. she drinks so much and i am worried about my dogs. maybe i should call the boarded and put them there? so i can relax. just feeling really anxious and confused and scattered at the moment. thanks for listening and any advice.
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